Lonely Day

To be quite honest, I've always felt me and my lame attempts at sketches have really always been personification's of myself, friends, or family. Sometimes I just can't help but let my emotions crawl onto the paper, and find myself hating the things I draw simply because they remind me so much of what it is I feel myself or others to be, even though I know otherwise. I suppose that doesn't really make much sense, hehe. 

As for your predicament, I would say feeling lonely honestly sucks quite a bit. I'll admit thoughts akin to me feeling incompatible with others, and well, just plain unlikable, arise much more often than I'd like them to. I honestly am quite surprised that I never really tried to connect with my characters aside from me trying to BE them. If I draw someone smiling, I just can't help but feel ... happy. I suppose the same rules apply for sketches with much more sad feelings portrayed in them, but they just never seem to bother me. I guess I've just really, well, found a rather peculiar way to deal with my frustrations with life as it is now.

Anyways, I'm rambling, so I'll shut my trap for once, if I can, anyways, haha. All I'd honestly have to say about this, well, as of now, is that you only feel as alone as you believe yourself to be. You'd be surprised how many people truly care for you, and your well being. Even if their too afraid to show it themselves.

Just ... don't let your feelings of loneliness get the better of you. We all hit a rut in our life at one time or another, yet sitting there and simply accepting the "inevitable", as it were, never ends well. You're a very talented young woman, with a truly awe-inspiring story to tell. You're just a great person, a lovable one, at that. Although I may not know exactly how you feel right now, I can at least say I'd be glad to talk with you if you still feel saddened or troubled.

So, hey.

Chin up.

... and in the very least?

Enjoy life, no matter what it throws at you.